despised, depressed and shunned.
that's how i feel right now. why? thats whats making me upset! I DUNNO!!! i guess, maybe its because i have to play xiao and no more quality time with the whole suona group liao! and somemore the sec3s r leaving next year already! not much time with them already and i tink the sec3s are the most awesome seniors that i can ever have. especially andrea. tats why i rather play di1 guan3 instead of xiao. i can improve if liu bing think tat my qi4 not enough. sec3s are leaving like next year and i already have not much quality time with them!!!! and furthermore, for xiao, its so dead and its like i dun even belong! thats the phrase, i dun belong at all! cause most likely in xiao, i am a reserve only as i tink liu bing wan at most 12 xiao ppl and there is 13 of us (including ppl from suona) so most likely i only reserve as everyone from di zi will of course go. then got only 2 places left and most likely the sec2s will go as it will be their first and last SYF. haiz...
i have also gone insane as now, i write my diary using FOOLSCAP PAPER!!!! its like so wierd la. but then, that's who i am. will post later, wan to go and have nap. so tired after a much depressing week.
Labels: Emo-ing again
