i have gone so crappy this year la. i have like totally changed from hardworking and quiet person to a totally rebellious and lazy and noisy person. argh. its like wats wrong with me?! its like when people scold me, i would wan to go and curse their ass off; last time, i would just bow my head down la. so wierd. somemore, i didn't know tat i like to walk in the rain! i am going from bad to worse la. argh. is it my problem? what can i do? erm....