heys everyone. just came back from my younger's sister, erin birthday dinner. i tink this year was the worst birthday ever for me, as in family celebration. the school celebration was awesome! cause i got presents and many wishes and my class sang me a birthday song.
my elder sister is like damn wat can. its not even her birthday yet she so enthu and act as if it is her birthday like tat. my birthday, she opened MY BIRTHDAY CAKE BOX, BLEW OUT MY CANDLES AND I DIDNT EVEN MAKE A WISH (WTF, I NEEDED THAT WISH, BADLY, OPENED UP MY PRESENTS (from parents, dun worry, i wont let her open all ur lovely presents), AND SHE FREAKING HELL WENT TO CUT MY CAKE AND GAVE IT OUT!!!! and i had to collect all the ugly cut cake and give out again. she is so...argh!! and now she did the same thing to my younger's sister, erin, birthday. she sucks la!! her birthday only next month, not so long.
so freaking angry. and my father somemore side with her. say wat i purposely go against her. ARGH! /:
anyways, below are wat i want to say to some ppl but no names mentioned.
to: you-know-who-u-are
why do u always act as if u care so much? why must u break my trust tat i have in u? wat did i do tat made u hate me so much? is it just cause of favouritism? LISTEN AND LISTEN GOOD, WE ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS! I WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U!! you acted as if u were the sweet and innocent one. tat i was wrong to mis-judge u. count me dumb for trusting u, believing u, cause of u, i am here with difficult paths ahead of me and with a uncertain future. i hate u so much right now that i could just slap u when i see you. i cannot believe that i was so dumb to even trust u. you call urself a role-model?! MY GRASS AR! u are the worst person that anyone could ever follow and u still ask why we dont listen to you?! please, do some reflection on how u have been acting. you suck without doubt and i can't believe how i liked u when i first meant u.
who? nicolette oon
to: uncertain person
do u really care abt me? i told u so many lies, i dunno whether u will forgive me? i now ask for ur forgiveness and hope that u will forgive me. i lost my trust in so many ppl of wat they have done to me. are u one of those hypocrites? i seriously dunno. all i can say now is, please be someone who i can confide in and not break my trust like the rest. thats all i ask.