what can i do?
nothing.
i totally flunked my science today so anyone,ANYONE, who says the word "SCIENCE" or "BIO" or "BIOLOGY" or "CHEM" or "CHEMISTRY" or "PHYSICS", i am going to personally kill u.
i dunno wat to do. wat CAN i do? wat SHOULD i do? wat MAY i do? only 1 answer, I DUNNO!!
this could something tat i have no guarantee. this could change my life. i dunno wan to live my life regretting my decision. i need at least someone's advice!!!!! i cannot make it on my own. wat if, i chose Choice A, will i be able to make it through? wat if, i choose Choice B, will be even be good enough to make it? seriously, i dunno.
should i go to guzheng and hope tat i will be able to make it through?
or should i change to guan, and if i cannot blow, dun go syf.
if i change to guan, and i cannot blow, i cannot go back to guzheng, so i won't be participating in syf. however, if i stay in guzheng, i will be most likely crying my guts out and even though i go syf, i would always be left out in suona and have this empty feeling in me.
I DUNNO
i dun like it when u always stick to me. i need some breathing space as i can be more of myself when i am alone. stop bugging me and always tag along. I NEED TO THINK AND U CANNOT HELP ME SO WHY DONT U JUST SCRAM AND GET OUT AND LET ME COOL DOWN!!!!!!!!!
to: mou-mou-ren (not in co)