u are right. things did not go my way. but i have learnt to accept things the way they are. God has opened up my mind that whatever that has happened, it is my destiny and i should make the best of it. from young, i have been taught to never trust ANYONE in my life. for once, i never listened to that advice. i was naive and thought that people were kind and trustworthy. however, something had proved me wrong. and an incident in my primary school had made me into someone who hardly let down my guard. it had to be over a period of time before i had trusted tat person, a little by little. now, in secondary school, again i had placed my trust in the wrong person, so now i retreat. back to my shell.

i now only hope to do my best in guzheng and talk to the suona ppl who are playing guan and other instruments through sms-ing and such. however, i will never be the same joanne since primary school or the girl u first met in suona as both of them have disappeared and will never come back. only the joanne who has made her heart cold and hard is left.

JOANNE LIEW :D Want to know my full name? Use your super stalking skills.
Nothing much to know about me actually, just that i love chocolates. Especially KITKAT :D
I can be two very different people, even three or four at different places. But no need to freak out.
The end.
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