heys, feeling emo.
so i will write something cheem.
Quoted from phoebe's blog:
Have you realised,
that one can smile, laugh and joke around.
But actually hurt so much inside.
the pain is so deep,
you just want to scream out loud.
just wanna tear your heart out.
Have you realised,
that once you cry,
those that stare in awkardness are those who don't understand and don't want to understand.
those that comfort you are trying to understand but just don't get it.
those that look at you, come to you, and give you a warm hug,
are those that want to understand you,
want to comfort you,and DO understand you.
are those that love you, those that need not words,
but just eye contact,to dig into your heart,
to get you to pour your heart out,no need for words.
no need for emotions, no need for worries.
just one deep look into each other's eyes.
FRIENDS.
A magical term,A blissful word,yet in the turn of the eye,can actually turn into monsters.
those that leave you behind, those that won't stand by you.
basically, those that don't care.
and get angry, and threaten you with your friendship.
however,immunity is what saves us from this.
once you get used to it,you have learnt something new.
you have grown stronger.
WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER.
When a friend ignores you.Just remember.
WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU STRENGTHENS YOU.
just walk up to them and ask.
just ask.SPEAK UP.
but.that's what I've been unable to do.
I dare.or do I?
I am my true self.yet, obviously not.
life.
contradicts each and everyday you spend.
life.
is what makes you endure this pain.
YET life.
is what gives you challenges, friends, loved ones and ones that love.
love you for you.love you for who you are, and not for what you are.
a princess has no freedom.
a princess has no true happiness.
your friends cant treat you like a princess.
your family cant treat you like a princess.
you will be bore of your freedom
isolated from your happiness.
this is life.
LIFE.
Live.Laugh.LoveInspire.Imagine.Individual
Vantage point.Vast.VigilantEnjoy.Ebullient.Ecstatic
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I loved wat phoebe wrote here as i feel the same way. but i am going to ask. no matter how hard it is. but all i need is just a chance. so huizhen, could u give a chance?
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going to study. i noe it sounds wierd but i have this sudden urge to do my hw. so ta-ta.