Am i supposed to feel this way?
Do I want this?
I am so damn confused, unsure and a bit disappointed. Why? Don't ask until you are sure you are close to me. Or I will scream at you for sure.
This confirms what is my future in 2 years, and damn my marks cause I am going to need it. Desperately.
I cannot face the world right now. Just let me be alone for a while.
And don't ask.