GREETINGS.
firstly, i would like to say happy birthday to andrea and jia yi.
secondly, today i am dead tired as i went to the forbidden city and it was a killer.
thirdly, so i am going to sleep so as to get at least some energy back from today's exhausting trip.

GOOD NIGHT.

Labels: China Trip in 2008

EVERYONE OUT THERE SAY HELLO! JOANNE IS HERE TO TELL U ABOUT HER EXCITING DAY IN CHINA, BEIJING!
haha, feel so high today for like no reason at all.
anyways, today, this morning i woke up with a VERY, EXTREMELY numb mouth and tongue. with flu OBVIOUSLY [i always get flu in the morning] apparently, i had block nose so i had to open my mouth to breathe and thus the numb mouth and tongue. anyways, had breakfast which was bread and kaya with butter and hot milo. the temperature in china today is abt 5-15 degrees according to my dad.
wore a shoer sleeve shirt followed by a wool sweater, followed by a thick jacket and then a winter coat. jeans and a scarf and a hat and socks with shoes to block out the wind. had this friend friend who fetched us from the apartment to THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA! lol, sound so grand. anyways, went to buy some tickets and we entered THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA! we followed the crowd and went towards the right of the wall. we started at BADALING and we just climbed to the highest point before going back he way we came. the view was like damn nice la. show the pictures when i get back from china and when i have the USB. anyways, when we climbed the wall right, we wanted to go back, the walkway was like congested as some wanted to go out, like us and some wanted to come in. but as u noe, china ppl never give in so squeeze lor, wat else can u do? as usually, scrawny me was like being pushed here and there and then, got this tour guide tell us not to squeeze and stay calm =.=''' so here own group can go through...wat the hell la...
then my parents were tired and so instead i had to climb the west side MYSELF!
IT WAS SO BLOODY HELL STEEP LA!

later went to the MING TOMB, elaborate maybe when i get back.

now i am posting this while eating peach...
and dinner was like so full..

JOANNE
GURL WHO LOVES TO HAVE FUN
AND ENJOYS HER TRIP IN CHINA
:) SMILES

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HELLOS EVERYONE IN SINGAPORE OR WHERE EVER U ARE!
i am now in china beijing for my second day! using my dad's friend computer, which is quite ok as the keys are coming out and secondly, the keys are fading...
anyways, yesterday, i reached china at 11.30pm around there at saturday and yes, the timing is still the same. the only difference is tat over here, at like 6, looks like 7 and when it is 2, it look as 8, in the night la cause its autumn...took a lot of photos of plants and nature, excluding me as i look hideous. and then, this morning wake up, damn freezing cold lor...and got cold again...bon voyage to yik yan as she is going to australia...
then, my dad's friend, my mom and dad and i and this dad's friend friend, went to go to the fragence hill...although it wasn't so fragent but still, quite nice the scenery...and then went back to my dad's home where we are staying...i tell u, when u go china, taking the bus is not an option for transport even though it is damn cheap la....cause its like damn crowded...and then, did u noe tat ppl run just to get a sit in the bus?! and of course lots tried to cut queue...horrible ppl...went to pizza hut for dinner as went to try this soft shell crab pizza and quite full now....the temperature here is like 16 degrees and wat, i was freezing cold after wearing a hat, 3 layers of clothing for the top, scarf, gloves, jeans and shoes...16 DEGREES ONLY AND I WAS FREEZING!!!
haha, anyways, going to bed as tomorrow going to GREAT WALL OF CHINA1 so must save energy...
maybe can post 2morrow....i dunno...
good nitez...sweet dreams and dun let the bed bugs bite!

Labels: China Trip in 2008

heys everyone again! joanne is here at the airport...
got free internet for 15 minutes!
made a lot of last minutes calls to all those who have their birthdays on 25th october to 31st october...
haha...
ok, need to go off now as my plane is leaving in 25 minutes..
goodbye...

Labels: China Trip in 2008

dun sms or call me until friday - 7am cause i wont be around as i wont be bringing my phone with me.

Labels: China Trip in 2008

hello everyone! correction: this is my last post
anyways, i am going to miss every single person i noe loads when i am gone!
marianne ee, dun u dare organize a class chalet until i am back! which is on friday[6am i am back]
GOING TO MISS U ALL LOADS AND LOADS!!!
st. nicholas girls has an effect on me. getting mushy.
continuing my point, i would like to wish those birthdays tat i would be missing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
haha, dunno wat else to say...
going to miss 2 days of co, dunno should be happy a not...
later i have no more qi...I NOE! i shall bring my guan with me and practice when i have the time!
but must ask my mum...
wait...
haiz...in the end...cannot bring...but never mind, when i come back, i will blow until i die! haha, YES!

end of lame post.
AND MISS AND LOVE U PEOPLE LOADS <3

Labels: China Trip in 2008

hello everyone! joanne is here, most likely having her last post as she is going to china, beijing tomorrow. her flight is at 4pm, just to let those who wan to send me off, but please call first.
anyways, i dunno whether i am excited abt the trip...ITS CHINA! the melamine accident, dirty toilets and worse of all, i will be missing like tons of ppl's birthday! lets see, there is andrea's birthday, jia yi's birthday, grandma's birthday, and 2 guy friends birthday. sorry ppl, but dun worry, i think i will stick around for ur birthday next year, if my mum doesn't think of anywhere else to go.
enough if the china trip thing, yesterday was the last day of school, for the sec1s and sec2s. i feel so sad la. its like last time ur friends will be in the same class as u. sec3s still have school though... and i wanna go to school with them...but do wat, most likely the teachers will think i am crazy.
PPR: 73.2%
dunno whether good or bad. but i think the marks are horrible, cannot go stretch class liao...

ANYWAYS,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA YI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!

hey everyone!
my blog is revived after abt one week plus.
haha.
anyways, going to china from 25th october to 31st october. so of course, wont be posting or going for CO.
wishing jia yi and andrea happy birthday on 28th november! sorry i wont be there to celebrate with u guys but i got presents!

MY BISCUITS WERE STOLEN AND EATEN BY MY ELDER SISTER!
although i brought some to school, she ate up majority.
argh...
and today andrea didn't come for cca as she was giddy. take care hor =)
dunno wat to say liao.
todays was reflection day. and it was damn boring as well, we didn't move much until we went to hug the teachers to show tat we appreciated them. I HUGGED PAN LAO SHI, MS YEE and MDM SUAN JUN. they all helped me when i was in crisis so i really liked to thank them.

ANYWAYS, MY YOUNGER SISTER WANS ME TO LEND HER ONE OF MY BAGS, AGAIN! she has lost many of my bags liao...say wat, she forgot where she put la...so like tat her fault and lend her MY favourite bag?! OUT OF THE QUESTION! she ask then must borrow my favourite bag and she always dirty her stuff lor...horrible woman...

ARGH!! thanks to my freaking dad, i had to cancel today's plan of going to yik yan's house to practice guan and stay at home to babysit my "sick" sister... damn angry la... i always have to cancel my already made plans just to fit his and of course, his darling megan... its like not the first time la... irritated and annoyed again...
and as always, i was disturbed in my wonderful sleep so tat my dad can tell me, "Oi! u stay at home today take care of megan." freak him. when he was at home, she was like coughing and sneezing so badly but now, can eat popcorn, watch tv and ordering me to help her clean up her mess...wats her problem la? i thought he say tat when i lazy should give her my brain so tat she can study and be of more use...ya right...more use to go and con ppl, acting sick no need to go school, and get lousy grades and then he will regret but by then, i would have been dumb and he would lost his smartest daughter...too bad for him and dont worry, i wont go and switch brain with her, my brain is like only for me...
dunno wat to do la, with the rest of the day...slack...

today was the games carnival day.
and it sucked like hell for all the right reasons.
for one thing, we were like released 1h and 30mins later than the normal time. should be released at 1pm but instead 2.30pm O.o
secondly, i was sun-burnt and as if i am not dark enough, i have become like become like 3 times darker thanks to the ridiculous sun.
thirdly, we truthians are being hated by like everyone? syn yin said it. but i dont get it why? we quite polite ma and enthu. ok, mebbe too enthu but still?!
fourthly, i learnt that grace, unity and justice plays very aggressive...
oh well, heck care with it. it sover anyways.

and my class tee at the back says, "the suona, zhong suo lover" after my name.
shall post the guan mebbe 2morrow as too lazy and suona is the lurve~ but zhong suo obviously rawks more than gao suo. =)

i am pissed with everything right now.
all of u always get on my nerves even when u dont really mean it.
i dunno who i can talk to now without getting irritated.
annoyed at any small movement tat happens.
argh...i am so angry when i think about wat happened.

pissed at nicolette for all the wrong reasons.
annoyed at amy for always trying to fit in but always doing it the wrong way.
irritated with my sister always pulling me down with her into the boiling hot soup.
angry at myself for always being second to anyone and everyone.

i dunno wat to do next.
i dunno wat should i do next.
i dunno wat i must do next.
i dunnp wat i can do next.

hellos everyone! today was quite boring during school hours but on the good side, no morning jog till next year! =) and then, we had to do the chinese news-making thing and it was boring as i had nothing to do...so i tried to sleep, get on somebody's nerves, and play some games and post but cannot as the teacher was there and boyu didn't allow me =.='''
then there was break and had it with zhang chen they all and some ppl were being unreasonable like 'ahem'. and zhang chen was being hit in the head by zhang ying's ball. =.='''
2 hours of drama lecture after tat but it was quite fun la.
had 1.5 hours of maths olympiad training and i was dunno why but sleepy.

co.
freaking disaster.
for one, liu bing wanted me and yik yan to play the guan for everyone to hear but he let us go out to practise until 5.15pm. he said than i sounder cuter than yik yan but yik yan sounded more normal than me. i dont even noe whether if it is a compliment? then, we had to play this song and we havent played in like 1 and a half months for me. so we sounded horrible. and liu bing said without the sec3s, we were hopeless. BUT, i beg to differ. we havent blown in so long liao so no more qi, and we cannot go home and prac cause its so bloody hell damn loud. so must at least give us a week ma. AND venetia said tat they also havent prac in 1 month plus but she could have prac as she had a zhong ruan and quite soft so no excuse, VENETIA KOK!

showing u the guan picture 2morrow. good nitez.

what SHOULD i do? wat CAN i do? wat MUST i do? WHY must i do? HOW should i solve the prob? argh. i only have like an answer, i dunno! this saga is causing me a headache and worry... i give up...wat kind of crap is this...i am going to die...

u always say i am full of excuses. u always say that i always find excuses when i dont do things that i am supposed to do. then u always say that i am having bad influence from my friends when u are just being plain unreasonable. u always shut me up when u noe that this "discussion" as u call it or wat i call arguement is directed at u and that u are obviously in the wrong. when u are in a bad mood u always tink that u have the bloody hell right to go and start scolding at anyone that u like. u call urself a role model and all i can say is 'MY FOOT AR!" u say not to be rude or disrespectful towards that certain someone as she is older than me and my elder but u urself scold and shout at her when u r unhappy. SHE IS UR MOTHER FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE! u always this and this but u urself do that and that. u say i am getting bad influence but get this straight, if i become a horrible mother in the future, its all ur fault. wat comes around, goes around. when u r old and retired, u will see all the damage that u have caused. u will see the pain that you have left behind. u always say u shut me up as this "discussion" is going no where, but the truth is that u just dont like wat u r hearing. listen and listen good, i have lost all the respect i have for u. this atittude that i am having is because of U, not my friends.

i am so frustrated and angry! why is my life so full of problems.
1) i have a pathetic, with angerment issues person as a father.
2) should i go guan or guzheng. this matters!!
3) my marks are so lame and pathetic.
4) i have freaking ugly hair and i look wierd.

as if i havent have a lot on my plate right now.

my dad always like to take out his anger, which he got it thanks to my younger sis, at me and everyone else. argh.

I AM GOING TO HEX THAT BLOODY HAIRDRESSER INTO OBLIVION!

he went to cut my hair and now i look like an ugly freak. i told him just to trim and make it a shorter but keep the same hairstyle. BUT NO! he must take matters into his own hands and make me look like a freak by totally changing everything. at first i thought it was a little strange that why he was cutting so much hair. then, when i found out abt how i was going to look, TOO LATE liao. i feel like personally strangling him and cooking curry out of him.

DONT LAUGH AT ME IN SCHOOL OR WE ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS!

heys everyone. just came back from my younger's sister, erin birthday dinner. i tink this year was the worst birthday ever for me, as in family celebration. the school celebration was awesome! cause i got presents and many wishes and my class sang me a birthday song.

my elder sister is like damn wat can. its not even her birthday yet she so enthu and act as if it is her birthday like tat. my birthday, she opened MY BIRTHDAY CAKE BOX, BLEW OUT MY CANDLES AND I DIDNT EVEN MAKE A WISH (WTF, I NEEDED THAT WISH, BADLY, OPENED UP MY PRESENTS (from parents, dun worry, i wont let her open all ur lovely presents), AND SHE FREAKING HELL WENT TO CUT MY CAKE AND GAVE IT OUT!!!! and i had to collect all the ugly cut cake and give out again. she is so...argh!! and now she did the same thing to my younger's sister, erin, birthday. she sucks la!! her birthday only next month, not so long.

so freaking angry. and my father somemore side with her. say wat i purposely go against her. ARGH! /:

anyways, below are wat i want to say to some ppl but no names mentioned.

to: you-know-who-u-are
why do u always act as if u care so much? why must u break my trust tat i have in u? wat did i do tat made u hate me so much? is it just cause of favouritism? LISTEN AND LISTEN GOOD, WE ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS! I WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U!! you acted as if u were the sweet and innocent one. tat i was wrong to mis-judge u. count me dumb for trusting u, believing u, cause of u, i am here with difficult paths ahead of me and with a uncertain future. i hate u so much right now that i could just slap u when i see you. i cannot believe that i was so dumb to even trust u. you call urself a role-model?! MY GRASS AR! u are the worst person that anyone could ever follow and u still ask why we dont listen to you?! please, do some reflection on how u have been acting. you suck without doubt and i can't believe how i liked u when i first meant u.
who? nicolette oon

to: uncertain person
do u really care abt me? i told u so many lies, i dunno whether u will forgive me? i now ask for ur forgiveness and hope that u will forgive me. i lost my trust in so many ppl of wat they have done to me. are u one of those hypocrites? i seriously dunno. all i can say now is, please be someone who i can confide in and not break my trust like the rest. thats all i ask.

heys everyone. as u can infer from the title, EXAMS ARE OVER!!
its now time to say, goodbye to hw and hello, to fun!
jiayous for sec3 seniors, andrea, angela and ... nicolette for their a-maths on next monday and unseen lit on tuesday.
jiayous for sec2 seniors, shiyi, yixuan, boon yen, liying and qianyi for their exams, if they have any left and i dunno the subjects, so ya.
haha, going out 2morrow with my mum to dunno go where.
and i tink i will take the choice of taking a risk and just go for it for guan.
believe and pray in god to help me.

signing off,
joanne

what can i do?
nothing.

i totally flunked my science today so anyone,ANYONE, who says the word "SCIENCE" or "BIO" or "BIOLOGY" or "CHEM" or "CHEMISTRY" or "PHYSICS", i am going to personally kill u.
i dunno wat to do. wat CAN i do? wat SHOULD i do? wat MAY i do? only 1 answer, I DUNNO!!
this could something tat i have no guarantee. this could change my life. i dunno wan to live my life regretting my decision. i need at least someone's advice!!!!! i cannot make it on my own. wat if, i chose Choice A, will i be able to make it through? wat if, i choose Choice B, will be even be good enough to make it? seriously, i dunno.
should i go to guzheng and hope tat i will be able to make it through?
or should i change to guan, and if i cannot blow, dun go syf.
if i change to guan, and i cannot blow, i cannot go back to guzheng, so i won't be participating in syf. however, if i stay in guzheng, i will be most likely crying my guts out and even though i go syf, i would always be left out in suona and have this empty feeling in me.

I DUNNO

i dun like it when u always stick to me. i need some breathing space as i can be more of myself when i am alone. stop bugging me and always tag along. I NEED TO THINK AND U CANNOT HELP ME SO WHY DONT U JUST SCRAM AND GET OUT AND LET ME COOL DOWN!!!!!!!!!
to: mou-mou-ren (not in co)

JOANNE LIEW :D Want to know my full name? Use your super stalking skills.
Nothing much to know about me actually, just that i love chocolates. Especially KITKAT :D
I can be two very different people, even three or four at different places. But no need to freak out.
The end.
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